ew, started having panic attacks again.
Really feel very twitchy/restless/panicky and there's no cause.
Dunno what to do.
It's becoming obvious Elon's sub wasn't a PR stunt.
No PR team would let it get this far.
It's 20C, and 2am.
It is so difficult to sleep in this :(
Oh no. The light is up.
And I didn't sleep at all. :/
@eden This is a neat idea! Instead of doing for loops, you could just force everything to be implemented with recursion, then have a symbol or mark to denote the recursive call. Each function could be drawn as a little circle and then you could devise some way for one function circle to reference another. You could model it after Lisp.
Also yes I'm posting a lot, and I haven't posted a lot for a while.
Moving house and big emotions took over. I've missed a lot of you though, so I'll be talking more often. Those are all my big updates for now :)
Oh unrelated to everything. I'm doing a talk in London in October.
It's about data science in ecommerce. It's my first real conference talk, and it's more commercial than academic, but I'm kinda excited/nervous!
If anyone in that geo and industry is around, I can tell people details, but I'm trying to vaguely disconnect my work from the lewdity on here :)
Pos, me being proud Show more
I'm aware that being trans and femme in tech, I'm proud of my work that got me here. And I'm defensive. And I reacted to that by being as aggro as the men I fought against.
So I started leading development time in my team. They have time to talk about non work projects, learn together, and have a microculture that isn't competitive.
I'm kinda proud for better reasons. I feel happy about it?
I'm sure compiled languages through art has been done to death.
But I'd love to setup a little ritual circle as an event, and then point a pi at it, show it being parsed and interpreted and then running a program!
Was watching a film.
In it, Aliens write in a sprawly lovely circle, all at once.
Made me wonder if you could setup a rasp pi and draw shapes to form a programming language. I've also been reading about writing and parsing languages, hence why I'm thinking like this.
What would a for loop look like?
Or if you could code with spray paint?
(can tag drugs and repost if anyone needs, but thought it was more mh focused :))
Nicest thing about mdma is afterwards, my head is so quiet.
Usually it's hectic, just burning with thoughts and worries.
Right now, nothing. I can hear my partner snoring. My brain heard it, and that's it.
I can hear crows. Heard, enjoyed.
I feel achy. Acknowledged, let go.
*checks out the women's room scene at this club*
Oh hell yeah.
*opens door, sees the only graffiti in the restroom*
(Needs transcription, but I'm on mobile rn)
Had this weird panicky dream about moving to a new county, and what I'd do for money and I couldn't find my house and stuff.
I moved last week. I'm still in London. I'm in my house rn. Brains are odd
I wrote my first bit of C today!
I've been reading a guide on creating languages, and it was like
"as a reminder of doing C, please create a doubly-linked list and make an insertion function for it"
And I have got to the point where I have a singly linked list, and I still damn happy
if we can just shorten the distance from radical compassionate fantasy and radical compassionate act
ScarJo stepped.. down?
Honestly I want to say they're learning, but earlier I thought my friend was getting better at Street Fighter when in reality he was just getting luckier at the random buttons he was hitting.